Friday, April 30, 2010
Hey people.
I am feeling very emo nowadays.
I also don't know what the hell is wrong with me..
T.T
There is a freaking problem with me which i am total unsure about.
Hais ttm.
And i am so tired both physically and mentally..
This week is a total shit for me.
Nothing goes right.
My shoulder is aching like nobody business.
How i wish i have a shoulder massage..
But that's impossible.
Haha.
You know what.
In a week, i broke 2 things.
WHICH IS LIKE OMG?
can't be one right?
too much of a coincidence.
Monday broke a glass at kbox.
Yesterday i broke my living's room flower glass.
omg, luckily only $2 one if not mum's going to kill me :(
I really think there's something wrong.
i am going crazyy.
the blueprint volunteer thing is damn fucked up.
luckily i already got it all over.
making me real frustrated.
make me shoulder ache like shit.
it's only VOLUNTEER.
no pay one okay.
i only got those stupid shit..
all those good things are forever FAR AWAY from me :(
fucking true.
and i hate to admit that life sucks.
it really suck.
crap shit.
i need to work later.
need to face fucking shit once again.
i bet nothing goes again.
This whole week = FUCKING UNLUCKY WEEK.
today only attended design applications.
didn't went for morning's class.
i'm too tired, i need a break.
bet jean's super pissed -.-
whatever.
real tired and that's it.
how i wish i can just get out of sg right now.
I WANT A HOLIDAY.
i wanna go travelling.
and forget all this bullshit.
and you.
:(
I miss you.
you're my addiction.
you're my love.
♥
Saturday, April 24, 2010
My dearest FT Island :))
COMEBACK SOON kayyyy? :D
Hello people.
Well now my hair is very dark brown
which seems like black?
hais.
i am very pissed but what to do?
nothing can be done.
i just had to endure another year for this fucking shit to end.
T.T
ahhhh i really hate school.
hate the people there.
HATE EVERYTHING.
Fuck.
stupid rules and regulations pissing me big time.
i don't see dyed hair a problem.
or is only BISHAN campus?
more fucked up lahh.
only bishan campus need compulsory black shoes etc.
freaking shit.
very troublesome now i only can buy black shoes.
sickening..
hais.
sorry writing this post in a bad mood.
and my english sucks lah.
arghh.
going to work later.
so well just blog to vent my frustrations.
sorry yeah my dears ):
4th may i am still waiting for you! :D
HAHA.
Btw i am also veryyyy sad T.T
I cannot see JANG GEUN SUK !
OPPA ~~~
why your fan meet ticket so expensive??? T.T
i cannot afford lehh.
hais so near yet so far :(
EMO TO THE MAX :( :( :(
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Heyo.
YES.
I am posting an ALL GIRL'S picture.
Hehe.
Yepp.
I like these girls :)
SNSD's Yoona :)
T-ara's Eunjung :)
T-ara's Soyeon :)
F(x)'s Krystal :)
KARA's Nicole :)
KARA's Hara :)
my pretty ladies :D
hahaha.
RANDOM.
anyway i have been listening to girl's groups's songs..
freaking awesome also.
well especially T-ara's.
They have real strong vocals man.
I didn't realise till nowadays.'
LOL.
i feel like buying their breaking heart album leh.
damn chio lor the pictures..
Hehehe.
Well i'll wait till pay come then decide.
Hehe.
Alright, now i still very in love with FT Island & SHINee darlings.
Cannot stop thinking about them.
OMG i don't know what to do T.T
LOL.
Lovingggggg them to the freaking max ^^
and i still have my gold hair.
arghhh.
stupid.
dye brown already lor.
the color didn't come out.
FUCK!
waste my freaking $$$$.
i am still getting naggings.
HOW HOW HOW.
fucking irritated.
they so free go catch those smokers lahh.
kns.
don't know what is the priority.
friggin' STUPID.
hais T.T
Friday, April 16, 2010
Hello people.
Omg, i am lazy to blog nowadays.
Like finally? -.-
And yes i am fucked up.
Have been kp by teachers about my hair =.=
Sians.
Need to get it done soon bahs.
Anyway i also don't like the color, too glaring ):
Arghh just that i'm freaking broke now.
Actually wanted to get it done after i got my pay.
Buy the bubble one.
2 bottles la, if not bo balance again. Like so wtf :(
LOL.
But very sian la, need dye again so soon.
Freaking spoilt liao lo.
Sian to the max zzz.
Okay back to work tomorrow.
I somehow miss work.
So cui lor.
I don't know what the hell is wrong with me..
Cause i want my pay!
4th may then come?
Wth !
So long la.
SIANS.
Btw i am still so obsessed with FT Island & SHINee.
They just brighten my darken days.
Feeling somehow sad these days, also dont know why.
Dont ask me.
I guess i am mad.
hais.
oh yeah.
luckily they are here to cheer me on.
HAHA.
love them to the max! :D
BIASED (v)
이홍기♥ 최종훈♥
이태민♥ 김종현♥
Monday, April 12, 2010
TOTAL HOTNESS KAYYYY :D
Saw those at comics connection !
A3 files.
A freaking $19 each.
):
AHHHH, so melted by taeminnie ♥ & jjong ♥
Give me leh.
Hehe.
DAMN EXPENSIVE T.T
OHMYGAWT.
JJONG & MINHO aeygo~
♥♥
Hellos :)
School started today.
Like crap.
I think i slept for 1 hour or less only last night T.T
wtf right.
yes it is.
was like tossing and turning for like freaking hours but
i just can't get to sleep at all.
:(
Insomnia is hunting me ):
Irritating sia !
what should i do?
this cannot go on sia.
will die one leh!
8am school somemore !
SIAO EH.
hahaha.
and i wanna buy Haagen daz ice cream so badly ):
stop tempting me people T.T
such a greedy idiot.
hais.
AND THE WEATHER VERYYYYYY HOT :(
melting lah.
i miss my shadow and buddy.
T.T
i need to see them soon :(
Let me die lah.
:(
I need FT Island & SHINee
♥♥
They are my addiction.
Thursday, April 8, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 생일축하합니다 Saengil chukha hamida to dear JJONG ♥ !
My Bling Bling Jonghyunnie :D
i love you so much :)
you are just so charismatic when on the stage.
freaking hotness! :D
AND YES YES,
your awesome voice which you think is the most attractive part of you!
Hehe.
i love your warm voice.
and your nice vocals ;)
and yeah, your handsome face! :D
HEHEHE.
you look great in your new hairstyle!
so in love with it ^^
SHINee is making comeback soon!
i am so excited to see you guys back on stage again.
with awesome performances! :D
yayyy~
for now i am still listening ring ding dong boy~
still love it so much!
baby~ ♥
HAHA.
and yes, you guys new song, FLY HIGH~
nice catchy tune, i am flying high ^^
;P
Alright, today is your awesome day! :D
hope you will have great fun yeah :)
have fun with your SHINee buddies!
i am sure you would! :))
All the best for everything! :)
Once again,
Saengil chukha hamida~
I LOVE YOU~
SARANGHAEYO JJONG♥ ~! :)
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
I think i will die of boredom sooner or later T.T
Holidays has been god damn boring :(
Either work or slacking ):
Arghhh.
I wanna go out so badly.
but hais, no one has time for me.
Our schedules always clashes.
Aww im sad.
But i know, it cannot be helped.
Yeah blame it on my suay-ness T.T
DAMN PISSED.
always like that.
nothing goes right.
CRAP.
that's it.
back to work tomorrow.
EVEN MORE CRAP T.T
BY THE WAY.
ahhh i finished HELLO BABY !
SHIT.
i cannot control my tears.
it is so saddening to see this end :(
they did hello baby for 3 months.
i am so addicted to it already!
):
Poor yoogeun, he didnt seems to know anything.
Poor SHINee, they all looked so sad, trying hold back their tears T_T
Key can't hold back his though.
Aww so sad.
The memories all came flushing back..
From the 1st ep till now.
:((
so much memories !
arghhh.
Btw i love jjong new hairstyle to the max alright.
freaking hotness :))
hehe.
taeminnie still looks cute though :D
YAYYY.
SHINee hwaiting~! ^^
BTW JJONG'S BIRTHDAY SOON~!
WHEE~!
COUNTDOWN~! :D
i love you bling bling~♥
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Hello people.
I am so exhausted both mentally and physically T.T
Freaking tired, that's it.
Really so tiring to work here.
But i just got to hang on as yep.
I am a spendthrift, i need to earn before i can spend.
That's reality alright.
Haha.
Just got to tell myself to hang on!
Everyday i got to face all types of customers.
Well some are real nice ones :D
Some can be real nasty okay.
Fuck them.
Just don't know what is the freaking problem with them.
We are not here to hear them bull crap can.
Freaking pissed.
What kind of attitude also have!
Some more expect us to give them a smile when they are giving this kind of fucking attitude.
Seriously BULL SHIT LA.
):
Unreasonable ones also have!
arghhh.
OH MAN.
school's reopening next week.
first time i am feeling happy :D
lol.
yayyy.
although still working on weekends.
but i think 2 days only i still can take it :))
6 days I THINK I WILL DIE SOON OR LATER.
HAHA.
I need a date!
T.T
i am so sick of working..
and also sick of waiting..
when will he appear?
T_T
okay sorry being random.
SORRY SORRY~
HAHA.
